"Marigolds" Before You Read: Moving into Adulthood

My biggest fear of going to adulthood is finding  house or appartment and paying the rent. I would need to find a job to beable to pay my rent. First I need to find a place to stay for a little while like my dad's house and start earning money. I would also have to think about my collage years that  I need to pay for. I wouldn't want to have kids really earliy in adulthood. It would mess up my future alot like me not being able to go to collage. Paying rent will also be hard to pay because I would pay for the  kid.